it's funny how you wake up one day and realize that you've wasted a couple of years on a person who thinks so little of you.
you wonder how you never noticed the third person hanging over your relationship.
you question yourself, your actions.
you think it was your fault.
maybe you didn't give him enough of you.
maybe you didn't love him as much as he needed.
maybe you weren't what HE needed in the end.
...
and i ask myself, am i that bad?
do i deserve so little?
...
maybe she'll love you better.
maybe she'll understand your needs.
maybe you will love her like you promised to love me.
...
in the end, i realized i meant nothing to you.